Ranting: Just a thought

In a moment in the twinkling of an eye... I don't have time to worry about who likes me and who doesn't.  I don't have time to worry about what people think about me. I don't have time to worry about who likes my status, who follows me on the gram or who retweets my tweets stopped worrying about those numbers above that world up there a long time ago.  I don't have time to worry about if Mr. Right or Mr. Right on time will find me. I don't have to worry about friend request or how many friends I have on social media because half of them or more I can delete and I'm sure they wouldn't even miss me.  I don't have time to worry about a milli a milli or having ripped abs like the cover of fitness magazine. I don't have time to worry about so many other things I could write a memoir. I don't have time to worry about this or that or what I regret or having kids by the time I turned 40. I don't have time to worry about my bank account or people walking in and out of my life. My focus is on have I shown love, have I been a light, am I pleasing in His sight, what have I done for Him lately, what am I doing to make me better wholisticly, have I shown kindness, am I living each day to the full. I don't have time for such and such or who has my back because I know If He's for me it's more than the world against and I'm to busy working on becoming a better me!!!#worktodo #onlyaccountableforLoQi #growth #Pressingforwardin2016 #rantings

I want to be clutter free

Work to do...

 I feel like I could make it on an episode of clutter free the tornado strikes.  I have been holding on to so much because its hard to let go.  I constantly go to dollar stores or thrift stores and purchase more unnecessary stuff because possibly I am trying to fill a void. This year I intend to work towards becoming clutter free mentally, physically, emotionally, personally and spiritually.  It's time to truly let it GO!!!  I can't have a comfortable oranized space because of clutter.  I can't focus on whats important because of clutter. It's time to declutter wholistically so that the rest of my days can be the best of my days. On a mission!!!

It's never to late...

For the past several years I've felt like I have had an extended layover. Everyone has caught their flight except me.  They know where they are going and have a destination in mind.  I on the other hand have been sitting in the terminal waiting for days. No potential destination in mind starting out, no preparations made and no plan just sitting and sittin as one by one other passengers are boardin their flights.  This was only suppose to be a pit stop on my way to living out my dreams.  Did I really have dreams? Did I really know what I wanted to be when I grew up?  If I was asked 20+ years ago if I would be delayed on this flight of life I still may not have had an answer. I would have hoped that I did though like asking a child what there favorite
candy is and receiving a quick answer.  If I knew then what I know now I would hope that things would be very different.  I would have that career, that white pickett fence with the husband and 2.5 children with 2 cats and a dog and a plan for my life, but as I still sit here waiting for that flight of life this quote makes it promising that I'll board the next plan with a vision and a plan because it's never to late to be what I might have been...

A Grand Day

Today we celebrated in a grand way a woman whose deserving of that and so much more.
One hundred and two years on this earth witnessed a lot been through some things and still
remained strong to be an example for generations to come.  A strong legacy she leads and  
her mind still sharp and the love she holds deep down in her heart is priceless.  I'm proud to call her my granny and my confidant.  I am truly blessed and honored to share in another year with my grandmother here and it is by Gods grace I am able to witness the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. A Grand Day for a Grand woman of God!!!

Note 2 Self: Blank Canvas

This year I will make no resolutions because in the end they're not solutions and more than likely won't be kept any way.  This year I plan to paint a beautiful master piece on the blank canvas that's been given to me another year, another day and another chance to get it right.  The first brush stroke will be something that I have been putting off for years and that will be publishing my poems finally. This year I Press towards being a better me because in the end I am all I have and it's up to me to encourage me, take care of me and be the best me that I can be. I want to travel more, do more, see more, learn more and have more JOY because this joy that I have can't be found in people or things but from His Love for me. This year I begin on a positive note and the melody that accompanies will make the soundtrack of my life this year beautiful. I am continually learning to be content...